Because it friday night and the feelings right!!

It's me again.

Yes, I am posting here again because I can't stand looking at the lack of updates. So little bro is getting married next week and there is a collective sign of relief from the Emo Posse. An unmarried man in his 30's is about as foul to the Ajuma set as watching John Holmes shoot a load into a cup and using it for mouthwash. Now, they can all sleep peacefully at night knowing that the last, lone stallion has been bridled and penned.

They just grow up so fast, don't they? Sniff, sniff. Memories, like the corners of my mind...

two weeks to go!

Ok so I have two weeks to go till my wedding is here. I have to tell you the closer I get the more stressed out I'm getting! Its even worse for Christina I think the formalities of the wedding are much more important to her then they are to me. She worries what other people are going to think and stuff like that. I could give a shit what other people think. I guess in some ways thats a good thing but in other ways I guess its bad. Granted If I even began to hear someone to say sometihng bad about all the hard work that Christina and I have put into this Wedding etc. Or had anything negative about our wedding before or after it. I'm pretty sure I'll kick the piss out of them. I come across as a very funny, friendly, mild mannered person. What people don't realize is that inside there is someone who can and will demolish anyone who messes with me or the ones I love. There are very few people that have seen me when the other guy comes out. Those who have will probably vouch that it doesn't matter who it is they are going to be in a really bad place when all is said and done. I know that if Christina were to hear bad critisism about our wedding it would really hurt her feelings. I will not tolerate that. As it stands right now I don't think anyone will. I think with the help of the family and our hard work its going to be a really wonderful day. I can't wait to be able to call Christina my wife. I've actually been looking forward to it for a while now. All my friends and people that know the two of us say we seem like we are made for each other etc. I have to tell you I think they are right. I think and Thank god daily for making my perfect match in Christina. The only thing I'm really worried about is that I won't be able to stop crying out of joy the entire day! I've been practicing. So I should be ok! ;-) but anyways I'll be more diligent from here forward through the wedding day to keep all in the loop! have a great one!!!